[ That also gives him pause and, if she wereto look at his face, she'd see a mixture of confusion, disgust, and anger as though none were quiet sure which should display stronger.]
So, he proposed to you simply to use you and your gifts for his own goals? For another woman? Andraste's ass, what a selfish prick!
Because he was my friend. [ Hermione grips the ring, expression tight and tense.
Her relationship with Gilgamesh is almost impossible to describe and explain, but she feels the weight of it on her chest all the same. ]
He was something called a Heroic Spirit - he needed a Master to survive, and he chose my friend Dorian. At first, I thought the same as you, that he was a complete prat, but... He'd never had a friend before. He'd always been alone, and he was good and kind to me. I was trying to help him become a better person, someone that I knew he could be. Sometimes I thought it was working, too.
[Maybe he said it wrong or too harshly, but he wound't apologize when he still sat unconvinced.
But he did understand what it meant to have a friend that wasn't used to the notion. And while a certain parallel could be made for Hermione and her friend's proposal and what Justice and Anders did, at least they could say it was for mutual benefit and survival and not for...whatever Gilgamesh's plan had been. It sounded sort of like if Anders had asked Justice to join with him purely to use his power to free and save Karl.]
I can understand that, I really can, but it does still sound as though he was simply using you, well-intention-ed or otherwise.
I think he was, at first. There's no way I can deny that, so I won't - it wouldn't be doing myself justice. I rejected him and I told him that I didn't want to hear any more about it unless he truly wanted to be my friend, so... I think in the end he did.
[ Fingers fumbling with the necklace, she offers it out for Anders to take. ]
I cared about him, and he grew so much over the few years we knew each other. I just... I know I need to move forward.
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So, he proposed to you simply to use you and your gifts for his own goals? For another woman? Andraste's ass, what a selfish prick!
Why do you still have that thing?
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Her relationship with Gilgamesh is almost impossible to describe and explain, but she feels the weight of it on her chest all the same. ]
He was something called a Heroic Spirit - he needed a Master to survive, and he chose my friend Dorian. At first, I thought the same as you, that he was a complete prat, but... He'd never had a friend before. He'd always been alone, and he was good and kind to me. I was trying to help him become a better person, someone that I knew he could be. Sometimes I thought it was working, too.
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But he did understand what it meant to have a friend that wasn't used to the notion. And while a certain parallel could be made for Hermione and her friend's proposal and what Justice and Anders did, at least they could say it was for mutual benefit and survival and not for...whatever Gilgamesh's plan had been. It sounded sort of like if Anders had asked Justice to join with him purely to use his power to free and save Karl.]
I can understand that, I really can, but it does still sound as though he was simply using you, well-intention-ed or otherwise.
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[ Fingers fumbling with the necklace, she offers it out for Anders to take. ]
I cared about him, and he grew so much over the few years we knew each other. I just... I know I need to move forward.