[ Hoarse, falling apart, but not out for the count just yet. He feels broken but he knows he's not now. He knows he's got more than that.
It's because of Cas that he knows that, and that thought has him holding his breath to try and not let out the sob that's trying to work its way loose.
He takes a moment, then another, and then clears his throat. ]
He died at home and neither of us remembered...
[ Neither of them remembered what they'd already told each other here. ]
I didn't get to say it back.
[ He's not making all that much sense now, his head dropping into his hands, shaking back and forth like he's reliving that moment over and over. He does. At night. When it's just him alone. ]
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[ Hoarse, falling apart, but not out for the count just yet. He feels broken but he knows he's not now. He knows he's got more than that.
It's because of Cas that he knows that, and that thought has him holding his breath to try and not let out the sob that's trying to work its way loose.
He takes a moment, then another, and then clears his throat. ]
He died at home and neither of us remembered...
[ Neither of them remembered what they'd already told each other here. ]
I didn't get to say it back.
[ He's not making all that much sense now, his head dropping into his hands, shaking back and forth like he's reliving that moment over and over. He does. At night. When it's just him alone. ]
Everything happened so fast and I--
I didn't get to tell him at home.