[ A part of her can admit that she's not really looking to feel better, not entirely. Instead, she's trying to lighten the pressure on her chest, to admit to herself that things can be okay, that she doesn't have to suffer nightmares and uncertainty because of her own failings and misgivings. ]

No, not really. It was... Red because of the blood, I think.

[ Again, Hermione looks awkward. ]

A man named Gilgamesh proposed to me because he wanted to use my power to free the woman he claimed to love from a curse.