I honestly can't say, I have no way of measuring, I suspect the day I find out will be the day it's too late.
Back in Kirkwall, I started suffering blackouts. I didn't tell Hawke or anyone until after we left, but I know it was Justice taking over. I was losing hope and he was losing patience and he took over when I was too weak to see our cause through to the next step. It had to be done.
But it still happens now, any time he takes over, even when it's me giving him control, I can't remember a thing about it. It didn't use to be like that.
And every time I get angry about something, it turns hotter and burns and I know it's Justice amplifying it too far, but there's nothing either of us can do about it. I'm afraid our anger will burn too hot sooner rather than later.
[He didn't like sharing this, especially with someone he'd rather protect from it, but it became a little easier when he remembered she wasn't just his friend. She ought to know for Justice's sake, someone should want to help and worry about Justice besides Anders himself.]
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I honestly can't say, I have no way of measuring, I suspect the day I find out will be the day it's too late.
Back in Kirkwall, I started suffering blackouts. I didn't tell Hawke or anyone until after we left, but I know it was Justice taking over. I was losing hope and he was losing patience and he took over when I was too weak to see our cause through to the next step. It had to be done.
But it still happens now, any time he takes over, even when it's me giving him control, I can't remember a thing about it. It didn't use to be like that.
And every time I get angry about something, it turns hotter and burns and I know it's Justice amplifying it too far, but there's nothing either of us can do about it. I'm afraid our anger will burn too hot sooner rather than later.
[He didn't like sharing this, especially with someone he'd rather protect from it, but it became a little easier when he remembered she wasn't just his friend. She ought to know for Justice's sake, someone should want to help and worry about Justice besides Anders himself.]